Sensfreak

I guess I can start by saying Happy Valentines Day to everyone. I haven't posted here in a while so I decide just to make it nice and short. 
Lately I've been mostly just staying and bed to rest due to me not feeling well.  I am actually survivng withou cable :) I don't miss it at all. Loosing my internet would be another story. Serge and I are closer then ever. I think me being sick has got him worryiing so he doesn't leave me alone much which I don't mind.  TOnight I am going out for supper at Pizza Hut. I haven't been there in ages and wanted to go there. 
I miss blogging but I don't have anything to say.

Does anyone know what Fibromyalgia means? I don't understand what it is and I have been diagnosed with it.


Serge is my Valentine :D

I haven't posted in a while but I need to empty my mind. For the good news, my cousin Daniel is going to be singing at the wedding which makes me super happy.  I had lots of fun at Winterlude on Sunday. I was dressed all nice and warm.


Now for the bad news. Friday, I went to the doctors and they told me I had a sinus infection and a worn out back.  Well she gave me medication to help my back and insomnia. I slepted like a baby the first night but haven't since. I don't have any pain at night but during the day its so much worse. I can barely move. After going to WInterlude where I didn't hurt myself I can't do much. IT hurts so much that I can't sit, stand or lie down more then 15 minutes stretch.
My great aunt Annette passed away tonight. I know its better for her but it still hurts knowing that there will be someone missing in all our family events. All my great aunts and uncles are passing away. Now my uncle Lucien (aunt Annette husband) isn't doing to well. 
Tonight, someone knocks on our door and then runs in the elevator. Thank god I wasn't alone at home or else I would of freaked out a lot more then what I did.

I am now trying to decide if I should go tomorrow get my back checked out again. Its a pretty hard decision.

Sorry about all this bad news. I just needed to blurt it all out

1) Are your parents married or divorced? Divorced
2) Are you a vegetarian? No
3) Do you believe in Heaven? Yes
4) Have you ever come close to dying? a few times 
5) What jewellery do you wear 24/7? nothing
6) Favourite time of day? Evenings
7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? No
8) Do you wear makeup? Rarely
9) Ever have plastic surgery? No
10) Do you colour your hair? yup
11) What do you wear to bed? Pj pants with a tshirt with the picture of my dog on it
12) Have you ever done anything illegal? Dont remember, probably 
13) Can you roll your tongue? Yes,
14)Eye Color? Blue/Green
15) What kind of sneakers? Nike
16) Do you believe in Abortions? Depending on the situation 
17) What is your Hair color? Blonde,Red,Brown
18) Future child's name? not sure
19) Do you snore? Sometimes
20) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? Australia, and Italy, or Carribean 
21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals? a Duck 
22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first? pay off my dept, and save for my wedding
24) Hamburgers or hot dogs? hot dogs
25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? Chicken
26) City, beach or country? Country or beach, toughie 
27) What was the last thing you touched? Serge
28) Where did you eat last? on my couch 
29)When's the last time you cried? 20 minutes ago 
30)Do you read blogs? all the time 
31) Have you ever dressed like the opposite sex? for a while

32) Ever been involved with the police? Yes, but only for good reasons 
33) What's your favourite shampoo conditioner and soap? don't have one
34.)Do you talk in your sleep? weird conversations with Serge
35) Ocean or pool? Ocean
36) What's your favourite song at the moment? Wedding SInger, I wanna grow old with you
38) Window seat or aisle? window seat 
39) Ever met anyone famous? Jason Spezza 
40) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? only for one thing, meeting Serge

41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl
42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? Oprah
43) Basketball or Football? Basketball

44) How long do your showers last? 2/5 minutes
45) Automatic or do you drive a stick? Automatic

46) Cake or ice cream? ICE CREAM, no competition 
47) Are you self-conscious? Sometimes
48) Have you ever drank so much you threw up ? nope
50) Have you been in love? Yes
51) Where do you wish you were? In bed!

52) Are you wearing socks? No
55) Last gift you received? my dad took me out for supper

56) Last sport you played? long time 
57) Things you spend a lot of money on? Food
58) Where do you live? Ottawa
59) Where were you born? Sudbury
60) Last wedding attended? my uncles
61) Favourite fast food restaurant? Subway
63) Most hated foods? mushrooms
64) What's your least favourite chores? dishes
65) Can you sing? Nope
66) Last person you instant messaged? Chelsey
67) Last place you went on holiday? Sudury

1. What is your occupation? Commissionaires Ottawa
2. What color are your socks right now? none

3. What are you listening to right now? tv and phone 

4. What was the last thing that you ate? hot dogs :)  

5. Can you drive a stick shift? Nah

6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? lime green

7. Last person you spoke to on the phone?  bell

8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Sasha, she is a good friend :) 

9. How old are you today?   20
10. Favorite drink: none
11. What is your favorite sport to watch?   hockey
12. Have you ever dyed your hair?   Yes

13. Favorite curse word?  dont know 
14. Pets?  none

15. Favorite food? chicken
16. What was the last movie you watched? Pink Panther 
17. Favorite day of the year?  Not sure
18. What do you do to vent anger? nothing, hold it inside me
19. What was your favorite toy as a child? legos
20. What is your favorite Fall or Spring?  Spring
21. Hugs or kisses?   Both!
22. Cherry or Blueberry?  blueberry

23. Do you want your friends to email you back? they can post it on their facebook or lj :)
24. Who is most likely to respond?  Renee
25. Who is least likely to respond?  Everyone else

26. Living arrangements?  With my fiance Serge
27. When was the last time you cried? yesterday, not sure why
28. What is on the floor of your closet? clothes
29. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this?  none
30. What did you do last night? spent time with Serge
31. Favorite smells? garlic
32. What inspires you? not sure
33. What are you afraid of?  Failing
34. Hamburgers?:  I have a craving for one

35. Country you would most like to visit?  Australia and Italy
36. Favorite dog breed?  Shih Tzu's and golden retrievers 
37. Number of keys on your key ring? 4
38. How many years at your current job? 1 weeks lol 
39. Favorite day of the week?  Friday
40. How many states have you lived in?  0
41. Favorite holiday(s):   Xmas
42. Ever driven a Motorcycle or heavy machinery? no

1. What time did you get up this morning?

My life hasn't been very interesting the past few days.  I called today to get a home phone line so we won't be so screwed.  For the Commissionaire I haven't had a first shift yet. I will call tomorrow to tell them I am available to work and willling to work. I can't wait to start working and have the money coming in.  We have a couch in our apartment now. It's so cool I can watch tv and see it while sitting. The computers are still in the living room but will be going to the bedroom soon.
My sister has a hockey tournament this week end in Aylmer and I hope to be able to see at least one game. She starts tomorrow night. 
Serge is working a lot of overtime this week which I feel that it kinda sucks because I don't see him more then 3 hours per night. He leaves at 5:35 in the morning and doesn't come back until 7pm.


I am not sure what I am doing tonight. Probably I will be watching tv and spending time with Serge. 

That is all for now I guess

Nat

. : START : .
1. Name : Natalie
2. Middle Name: Nicole

3. State/Province: Ontario
4. Place of Birth: Sudbury
6. Male or Female: Female
8. School: none at the moment
10. Initials: NNS
11. Screen Name: - Serge's sweetheart- [Officially a Commissionaire of Ottawa]
12. Hair Color: brown
14. Eye color: Blue/green
15. Best body Feature: none  
16 Height: 5’3
18. Glasses: ya
19. shoe size: 10
20. Diploma: taking a  break

. : Your Firsts : .
22. First real best friend: Amanda
23. First Award: Best achievement 
24. First Sport You Join: Basketball
26: First thing you did today: talked to Serge on the phone
27. First thing you said today: you woke me up
 

. : Favorites :
32. Tv Show: CSI's
33. Place to get groceries: Loblaws/Loeb
34. Food: Chicken and garlic potatoes
35. Season: Summer
36. Candy: does ICE CREAM count?
37. Sport to watch: Hockey
38. Restaurant: Swiss Chalet
42. Animal: Dog
43. Book: Anything By Nicholas Sparks

. : Currently : .
45. Doing before you started this survey: Watching CSI
46. Feeling: Loved
47. Wearing: Pyjama pants and white t-shirt
48. Crying about: Nothing
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: nothing
51. Typing: Just this
53. Listening To: Akeelah and the Bee 
54. Thinking about: Serge
55. Wanting: Serge

.: Future : .
57. Where do you see yourself in 6 years: Being married to Serge, and having my family and living in the country

58. Kids: 2 or 3 
59.Where do you see yourself in 20 years: Having teenage kids
60. Married: ya
61. Career in Mind: not sure

62.Which is Better with the Opposite Sex :

IN A BOY
63. Hair color: don't mind
64. Hair length: Short
65. Eye color: Anything
66. Measurements:

67. Cute or sexy: Both  
68. smile or eyes: Both
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both
70. Short or Tall: Tall  
71. Easy going or serious: Silly!
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both is best
73. Good or Bad: A good mixture of both  
74. Sensitive or spontaneous: Both
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship

77. Trouble maker or Hesitant One: That’s a tough one

. : Have You Ever : .
78. Kissed a Stranger: No
79. Had major surgery: Wisdom teeth
80. Gone commando: Yes
81. Ran Away From Home: No
82. Broken a bone: Yup
83. Got an X-ray: Ribs, lungs, brain (catscan), wrist, ankle
84. Been on a cruise: Nope, but I plan to go for honeymoon
85. Broken Someone's Heart: no
86. Dumped someone: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes

88. Cried At School: yes

. : Do You Believe In : .
89. God: Yes
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love at First Sight: ya
93. Aliens: no
94. Soul Mates: Yes
95. Heaven: Yes
96. Hell: Yes

97. Karma: Definetly
98. Kissing on The First Date: Yes
99. Horoscopes: From time to time

. : Answer Truthfully : ..
. Is there someone you wish you had?: My pepere Rehel and cousin Pat 

I've only done this because I know it will be very interesting to read in a year's time.

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
Started dating,  Got engaged,  (more personal stuff), moved out on my own

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Yes I kept my new year resolution. I told myself that I will find someone to love me and  I did.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?  She gave birth a week before I met her. But we are really close now. She is my maid of honour.

4. Did anyone you know well enough die? Thank god NO

5. What countries did you visit? None, All I visited was Sudbury and New Brunswick

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006? Being stable,  preparing my wedding, trying to make peace with my mom which probably won’t happen

7. What dates from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
May 11^th 2006 -> Started dating Serge

Dec 4^th 2006 -> I turned 20

Dec 11^th 2006 -> Got engaged J

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finding Serge

9. What was your biggest failure? Quitting school, but I am happy about it.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Went to the hospital twice, First was a bad cold which caused me to get a cat scan.  Food Poisoning mixed with flu

11. What was the best thing you bought? My laptop

12. Whose behavior merited a celebration?
My dad for helping me and Serge out so much.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My mother.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Loan, laptop, three trips to Montreal that involved extensive shopping.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Living with Serge

16. What song will always remind you of 2006? I swear, and Amazed

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? Happier
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner
c) richer or poorer? Poorer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Swimming and walking in parks with Serge

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Being depressed over my mother

20. How did you spend Christmas? Serge’s dad, My mom, my dad, Serge’s mom then Dan and Karine

22. Did you fall in love in 2006? yup.

23. How many one-night stands?
None.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
CSI, CSI Miami and 7^th Heaven

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yes, but I did try to make amends but she is to much of a bitch to understand.

26. What was the best book you read?
DaVinci Code

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
none

28. What did you want and get?
a laptop, fall in love, move out

29. What did you want and not get? Nothing that I Know

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
SAW 3

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Spend a romantic evening with Serge, I turned 20

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Finding someone that loves me for who I am

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
comfortable

34. What kept you sane? Serge.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Johnny Depp

36. What political issue stirred you the most? When the Conservatives won the election.

37. Who did you miss?
My grandma Rehel

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Serge

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
Don’t settle for the first guy you meet, take time and you will find the best.  Like I found Serge

Hey,
I am just writting to tell everyone the news. I am officially a Commissionaire of Ottawa :D I can't wait to start work.
I passed my course with 85%, my report 95% and First Aid 97% 

I hope everyone had a very good week end :)

Nat

Why We Love Children -> I know its long but my computer won't let me cut it

 

A kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat,

but it was dead.

 

 "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked her

pupil.

 

"Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move,"

answered the child innocently.

 

 "You did WHAT?" the teacher exclaimed in surprise.

 

 "You know," explained the boy, "I leaned over and went

'Pssst!' and it didn't move."

 

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 A small boy is sent to bed by his father.

 

 Five minutes later....."Da-ad...."

 

"What?"

 

 "I'm thirsty. Can you bring drink of water?"

 

 "No, You had your chance. Lights out."

 

 Five minutes later: "Da-aaaad....."

 

 "WHAT?"

 

 "I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??"

 

 "I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to spank

you!!"

 

 Five minutes later......"Daaaa-aaaad....."

 

 "WHAT!"

 

 "When you come in to spank me, can you bring a drink of

water?"

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into

mischief, finally asked him "How do you expect to get into

Heaven?"

 

 The boy thought it over and said, "Well, I'll run in and

out and in and out and keep slamming the door until St. Peter

says, 'For Heaven's sake, Dylan, come in or stay out!'"

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 One summer evening during a violent thunderstorm a mother

was tucking her son into bed. She was about to turn off the

light when he asked with a tremor in his voice, "Mommy, will you

sleep with me tonight?"

 

 The mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. "I can't

dear," she said. "I have to sleep in Daddy's room."

 

 A long silence was broken at last by his shaky little

voice: "The big sissy."

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 It was that time, during the Sunday morning service, for

the children's sermon. All the children were invited to come

forward.

 

 One little girl was wearing a particularly pretty dress

and, as she sat down, the pastor leaned over and said, "That is

a very pretty dress. Is it your Easter Dress?"

 

 The little girl replied, directly into the pastor's

clip-on microphone, "Yes, and my Mom says it's a bitch to iron."

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 When I was six months pregnant with my third child, my

three year old came into the room when I was just getting ready

to get into the shower. She said, "Mommy, you are getting fat!"

 

 I replied, "Yes, honey, remember Mommy has a baby growing

in her tummy."

 

 "I know," she replied, but what's growing in your butt?"

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 A little boy was doing his math homework. He said to

himself, "Two plus five, that son of a bitch is seven. Three

plus six, that son of a bitch is nine...."

 

 His mother heard what he was saying and gasped, "What are

you doing?"

 

 The little boy answered, "I'm doing my math homework,

Mom."

 

"And this is how your teacher taught you to do it?" the

mother asked.

 

 "Yes," he answered.

 

Infuriated, the mother asked the teacher the next day,

"What are you teaching my son in math?"

 

 The teacher replied, "Right now, we are learning

addition."

 

 The mother asked, "And are you teaching them to say two

plus two, that son of a bitch is four?"

 

 After the teacher stopped laughing, she answered, "What I

taught them was, two plus two, THE SUM OF WHICH, is four."

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 8. One day the first grade teacher was reading the story

of Chicken Little to her class. She came to the part of the

story where Chicken Little tried to warn the farmer. She read,

".... and so Chicken Little went up to the farmer and said, "The

sky is falling, the sky is falling!"

 

 The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you

think that farmer said?"

 

One little girl raised her hand and said, "I think he

said: 'Holy Shit! A talking chicken!'"

 

 The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes.

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 A certain little girl, when asked her name, would reply,

"I'm Mr. Sugarbrown's daughter."

 

Her mother told her this was wrong, she must say, "I'm

Jane Sugarbrown."

 

 The Vicar spoke to her in Sunday School, and said,

"Aren't you Mr. Sugarbrown's daughter?"

 

 She replied, "I thought I was, but mother says I'm not."

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

A little girl asked her mother, "Can I go outside and

play with the boys?"

 

 Her mother replied, "No, you can't play with the boys,

they're too rough."

 

 The little girl thought about it for a few moments and

asked, "If I can find a smooth one, can I play with him?"

 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 A little girl goes to the barber shop with her father.

She stands next to the barber chair, while her dad gets his hair

cut, eating a snack cake.

 

 The barber says to her, "Sweetheart, you're gonna get

hair on your Twinkie."

 

 She says, "Yes, I know, and I'm gonna get boobs too."

Sorry about no posting. I've  been mostly private posting because its to private to talk with others.  Renee when I feel comfortable I will open up, I am just not ready now

> > Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false?
> >
> > 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the
> > morning.
> > 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button.
> > 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years.
> > 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot
> > more.
> > 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart!
> > 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties.
> > 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute.
> > 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6
> > years old.
> > 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines.
> > 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498.
> > 11. The average housefly lives for one month.
> > 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year.
> > 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened.
> > 14. The average computer user blinks 7 times a minute.
> > 15. Your feet are bigger in the afternoon than any other time of day.
> > 16. Most of us have eaten a spider in our sleep.
> > 17. The REAL reason ostriches stick their head in the sand is to search
> > for water.
> > 18. The only two animals that can see behind themselves without turning
> > their heads are the rabbit and the parrot.
> > 19. John Travolta turned down the starring roles in "An Officer and a
> > Gentleman" and "Tootsie."
> > 20. Michael Jackson owns the rights to the South Carolina State anthem.
> > 21. In most television commercials advertising milk, a mixture of
> > white paint and a
> > little thinner is used in place of the milk.
> > 22. Prince Charles and Prince William NEVER travel on the same airplane,
> > just in case there is a crash.
> > 23. The first Harley Davidson motorcycle built in 1903 used a tomato can
> > for a carburetor.
> > 24. Most hospitals make money by selling the umbilical cords cut from
> > women who give birth. They are
> >
> > used in vein transplant surgery.
> > 25. Humphrey Bogart was related to Princess Diana. They were 7th cousins.
> > 26. If coloring weren't added to Coca-Cola, it would be green.
> >
> > Happy Guessing!!!!


Guess how many true and false and post in comments :)

Wow, it's been a while. What have I been up to the past few days. Well I started the Commissionaire course last week. Tomorrow is my final exam and I am very stressed out.

Oh ya the wedding is postponed to May 10th 2008

These are the colours that the wedding will be.
The guys will focus mostly on the grey like the corsages and the girls will be purple. My booket will be a mix of that.

Happy New Year.
Already 2007 :S

1. Height: 5'3 and 3 quarters (can't forget that)

2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Nope,

3. Do you own a gun? No, why would I?

5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? I was a little nervous but everything went well :)

6. . What do you think of hot dogs? There so Yummy lol :)

7. 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Grandma Got Run Over By A Reindeer.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water or a milk hot chocolate with a quarter of the cup with milk.

9. 9. Can you do push ups? Don't know, never tried

10. Is your bathroom clean? yup

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? don't have one yet but will soon :P

12. Do you like painkillers? no, poor Serge I am his painkiller

14. Do you have A.D.D.? no

16. Middle Name? Nicole

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment...
a) I want to be in Serge's arms
b) Why is everything going wrong.
c) Why doesn't Serge come home now.

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
a) Water
b) Juice
c) Pop

22. Current worry? What else can happen bad this week :(

23. Current hate? I rather not say

24. Favorite place to be? Cudding with Serge in his arms, just knowing he is home makes me happy

25. Least favorite place to be? alone

27. Do you own slippers? Yes,

28. What shirt are you wearing? Algonquin College T-shirt, didn't get out of pjs yet and probably wont

29. Do you burn or tan? Burn never have a tan :(

30. Favorite color(s)? Lime Green

31. Would you be a pirate? no

33. What songs do you sing in the shower? It changes every day

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Boogeyman in the closet and under theh bed, I looked under the bed everynight till I moved alone to my dads and had to stop because my dresser was made in the bed.

35. What's in your pockets right now? I don't have any pockets

36. Last thing that made you laugh? the smile that Mackenzie gave me yesterday, she just made me laugh

37. Best bed sheets as a child? Scooby Doo which was 3 years ago

38. Worst injury you've ever had? Cracked Elbow and Sprained bad ankle

40. How many TVs do you have in your house? 2 One in the living room and one in the bedroom.

41. Who is your loudest friend? Serge

42. Who is your most silent friend? don't have one

43. Does someone have a crush on you? no

44. Do you wish on shooting stars? sometimes

45. What is your favorite book? The Notebook and The Wedding

46. What is your favorite candy? Does Ice Cream count?

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding? Serge and I are still deciding, up to know its between Amazed and Dirty Dancing? Does anyone have some suggestions

48. What song do you want played at your funeral? I don't want to think of that

49. What were you doing 12 AM last night? Cuddling in Serge's arms

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up today? WHy does Serge always have to work when I am sleeping, I just want him to be home




LEAVE A COMMENT on what songs we should play as our first dance, We are still debating!

Christmas was fun but now I am so depressed because of certain people.
Lets start with the good stuff.
On the 23rd we went to my moms for christmas and it was fun. I got drunk and then felt no pain. The 24th we went to spend the day with my uncle and the family during the day. It was fun because we got to play with the kids and spend time with the grandparents. At night we went to Sylvie's family for the party.. It made me feel of when I was younger and still living in Sudbury and we would go to my aunt Louise's at night to celebrate and played games. We also go to see a lot of the Soucy's. ON the 25th in the morning we went to Serge's family which was cool, I got to meet new people. For Christmas I got an ipod nano which is green, I put 250 songs on it up to now I still have room for 700 more lol. I got money, slippers, Serge and I got candles, coffee machine and lots of dishes.

Yesterday we went shopping with Dan and Karen. I spend lots of money and now I feel bad for spending. I bought a case for my ipod, the Xmen 3 dvd for 10$, I went to Dollorama and bought 35$ of stuff. When I went to Wal Mart I bought some Xmas decorations which was all 50% off.

I talked with Ross and he told me that I wasn't aloud in their appartment and all. And I was like I don't want to go there and see their faces. Then he is like RIch said that I wasn't aloud but Serge was. Well I tried to make Amends with Tyla but she isn't interested so I won't even try again. All it does is tear me apart. I cried so much because even when I don't talk to her nor Rich I still get screwed and it makes my life a living hell. I talked with Serge and said that if she doesn't smarten up I don't want her at the wedding. Serge said that I can have a say in that. I was so depressed and was in the mood for a chick flick so Serge and I went to see the movie Holiday. When I got home I called my grandma and then she told me that she knew I was getting married. So the whole family on my moms side knows but they didn't tell me. Now I have a mom who is pissed and she doesn't want me and Serge to get married, well I don't really care because I know I am happy with him and no one will be able to change the way I feel about him.

I can't wait for Serge to come back home and see me. I want to be in his arms because I am so depressed.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year,
I loved having Serge by my side :)

Here is the result, it was actually very amusing, I highly recommend you try it, some of the stuff that you come up with is fun fun FUN. god I need sleep.

1. YOUR SPY NAME (middle name and current street name):
Nicole Soucy

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandfather/mother on your dad's side and your favourite candy):
Laurina Gum

3. YOUR RAP NAME (first initial of first name and first three or four letters of your last name):
N-Souc

4. YOUR GAMER TAG (a favourite colour, a favourite animal)
Lime Green Elephant

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, and city you were born in)
Nicole Sudbury

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (first three letters of your last name, last three letters of mother's maiden name, first three letters of your pet's name)
Sou Reh Cin

7. JEDI NAME (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards):
Elocin Leher

8. PORN STAR NAME (first pet's name, the street you grew up on):
Fripouille Ravina

9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favourite colour and the automobile your dad drives)
The Lime Green Grand Prix GT

10. YOUR ACTION HERO NAME (first name of the main character in the last film you watched, last food you ate)

Steve Wrap

Merry Christmas Everyone and a Happy New Year!
I hope that next year be better then this one. :
I won't be updating for a few days because I will be very busy with suppers.